Love can play in traffic & die...I HATE LOVE

For all those who know me, or follow my blog like "loyal lil followers" lol you know my trials and tribulations with love or things related to love are one of the most complex things in my life right now. I'm not gonna sit here and spill out the depths of my heart to you, or tell you another sad tale of yet another failed date. Nope. Not today. Today I wanted to take the time out to tell you I HATE LOVE! & All of it's components. See the thing about love is, it always seems to find me at the wrong damn times in my life. Times when I'm far from ready to jump on the bandwagon holding hands, and french kissing in the middle of a rain streaked sidewalked wrapped in the strong embrace of a beloved partner. sounds good huh...FUCK THAT! If I ever catch cupid lurking around my bedroom window i'm gonna take that damn arrow and shove it up his ass. Love is breathing down my neck right now...like a predator in pursuit of its prey. I hate the feeling! Furthermore not only that, but I find myself in the worse predicaments of all...loving 2 people at the same damn time. tsk tsk tsk...definitely absolutely positively NOT A GOOD LOOK! The thing is the person who I really could see myself being with I dont know if I want to go there with them, because we have an incredible friendship, & he has so much going for him I would hate to get in the way of his success. The other person...hmm...I've known him for a lot longer however, as the days go by i start to feel like I love him less and less. At one time he was what EVERYTHING that I wanted. Now hmm...since knowing this other person Ive just grown to realize...I do love him. But I know in my heart he is not the one for me. But damn he is so fine...lol. Im gonna just shut up...I dont wanna think about love, see love, hear love. Im getting sick just writing LOVE so many times. Aaaaahhhhh. The next time I see somebody makin out in the grocery store ima hit em' in the head with a can of cream style corn. FUCK you love bird bastards. "I'm down with o.p.p. (other peoples property) yea you know me" lol