I am Broken

(All I will say is this is to my babys father.)

I am broken..yes its true
Who knew love would turn you black and blue
The scars the pain mental & and emotional
Far worse than any of the physical
Ive walk barfoot through our past
Im walkin backwards steppin on glass.
I want to scream! I want to be free…
I want to escape this feeling which consumes me
And the tears.
THE TEARS
As they run down my face…
Mind stuck doin rewind in a cold dark place
I want to love you. & I want to hate you
At times cryin is all I can really do
Cause I am broken
I am torn
My heart is bleeding
It continues to morn.
Now the mistakes we cant undo
Despite the lies I came back to you
Again and again
You cut me so deep
But I still loved you…
My heart you can keep
I will never go back..could never do that
I had to let you go
To keep my sanity in tact
I am broken…
Just look at all my cracks & wounds
But im praying!
Im praying that I can be mended soon