Sexcapades...sumtimes you gotta do what you gotta do

Soooo...all day today I was super horny. lol I was thinkin bout getting it in like all day! I was in the grocery store & when the lady asked me "paper or plastic?" I wanted to say "Magnums XL" lol when I was driving I kept thinkin bout doin it in the car. ughhh goin crazy with the horny thoughts. FINALLY I couldnt take it anymore. Even though I didnt want to...I called my X & told him I'm comin over. DAMNIT. Even though he was the last person I wanted to see because this lil fucker really showed out a few days ago & I said Fuck Him. I'm cool off him...apparently not anymore. I pull up in the driveway & start contemplating whether or not I should even go in, but I do. Fuck it im here now right. As soon as I walk in the door he's talkin shit. bla bla bla bla bla thats all I hear. Now even though I love this nigga, I really truly cant stand him so being in the same room with him for more than 30minutes is def not a good look unless he puttin in some work between my legs with his tongue. Then I guess he ok...lol. Anyway im in the kitchen diggin through the cupboards for something to eat...off of him. lmao (just kidding) No really i'm starving so im looking for some food when he comes from behind me & just starts taking off my clothes. See one good thing about him is even though he gets on my last fuckin nerve he knows how to put it down on me so I'm gettin kinda excited when he starts for my pants. The fucked up thing about it though is the whole time i'm kinda pretending he's someone else. hahahaha (hey fuck you dont judge me) well...he gets my pants off & lifts me to the counter not even speaking. (he knows better) I'm still thinkin in my mind "damn i really wish this was so & so right now doin this to me" But Fuck it, he'll do for now. I'm on the counter, & I grab his neck & lean in 2 kiss it when he pushes my legs open & straight up just tongue fucks me. oooow...where did that come from? Caught me off guard like sheeesh this is the business!!!! He is goin to work on me...like damn my pussy is cryin lol...I'm kinda ready for him to just stick it to me now...but he wont. UGHHH! still givin me dome like the shit is an addiction. And I love it. Finally he climbs up & slides me nearly off the counter & goes inside of me. Actually i'm kinda bored at this point cause I realize he's on some love making shit...which im really not diggin at all. He's still goin slow, I look at my pretend watch on my wrist to check the time. lol Fuck it... I wrap my arms around him and pull him inside of me all the way & tell him "No. dont go slow, I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME" & daaaaaaaaamn he did...lol This nigga pounded the fuck outta me for a good 15 minutes...slid me off the counter stuck me against the wall...banged me up for a little longer...then throws me on the couch & fucks me from behind...man he is goin hard & oops what do I do? bwuahahaha (said somebody elses name) hahahahaahahah oops. he doesnt catch it, he's 2 mesmerized by the pussy sweatin nshit so he doesnt even notice. But I sure did. lol I kid you not, my lungs hurt, my stomach hurt, my back hurt. lmao He literally BLEW MY BACK OUT...cause aftewards I collapsed on the floor like FUUUUUUUCK. That was the best but now I gotta go. hahaha Oh well what can I say, the whole single life is cool, But niggas suck! The one I truly want...I dont have him. He lives a zillion trillion miles away. I'm not gonna go on anymore hell dates, so in the meantime & in between time while i'm still single i'll settle for this, gettin it in with my ignorant X, settling for less untill one day I get "the best" =)